Kesya, that’s my name,
simple and easy to know. I got up from my bed, went to the bathroom, and
prepared to go to school. At school, like usual my best friend and I gossiped
first.
“Hey! So all of you don’t invite me,”
surprised me to Gita and Alex who talked each other. They were my best friend,
they and I were best friend from junior high school. We are looked like brother
and sister although there’s Alex between us, he was the only one boy.
“Hey! Good morning princess
overslept ,” mocked Gita and Alex.
“Ish, how irked! What
do you talking about?” asked me.
“There’s a new student.
She’s very beautiful and perfect. All of boys like her, and you are nothing,”
said Gita jokely.
“Ohh, then Alex likes her too?” asked me. I
asked about that because I was afraid Alex liked her too, honestly I loved Alex
since long time ago but I kept it secret and no one knew about this feeling,
even it’s Gita. Let me safe by myself. I don’t want if our friendship broken
just because I loved Alex.
“Ya, it can be,” said
Alex by laughing.
“HAH??” Gita and I
surprised.
“Yaaaaah, I’m hopeless, I miss you Lex,” Gita
suspected.
“Hmm Alex, wish you
know that I love you, I miss you,” I suspected.
“Hah? What happens with
you all? Don’t dazed, hey!” said Alex surprised us.
“Well, come on go to
the class!” said me.
The school bell
ringing. I decided to go home now. Usually, we were hanging out, ate together,
and told some stories first till night then went home. But now I felt so lazy
to gather with them.
“Hey Git, where’s Kesya? Come on we’re gather in
some places,” Alex invited.
“I don’t know. I’m
lazy, next time, okay?” said Gita ignorantly.
“Why? I wanna tell an
important story.”
“I said I’m lazy!
Tomorrow maybe, I wanna go home, bye!” said Gita sharply.
“Okay, be carefull ya.”
After
a week we were never talking each other and Alex looked us oddly because we
stayed away from him. That evening, Alex arrived at my home and Gita’s home, we
gathered. Gita and I was silent, I don’t know why Gita was so ignorant to Alex.
Alex told much stories with us, automatically we must listened his story about
loving that new girl. Alex told us he was being her boyfriend, her name is
Indah, I surprised hearing that but I don’t want if Alex knew everything. Then
Alex asked about the oddity of us that had different behavior.
“What happens with you and Gita? You all are
different, I miss you all that always support me, always care for me.” Said
Alex. I just silent, Gita too. We don’t know what will we said.
“Why? Usually, you and
Gita were open mind. Answer me!”
“We are okay Lex. What
about you and Indah? Happy? Long last for you all, you are harmonious.” Said
Gita by holding out her tears.
“Long last for you
Lex.” Said me, suddenly I was crying too. I didn’t understand why Gita and I
cried, Alex was confused with our behavior.
“Okay thank you Git, Kesy, Why do you crying?
What happened?” said Alex.
“No problem Lex, we
will like usual, right? I miss you all,” said Gita by huging me and Alex.
“Yah, we must back to
our friendship like usual. I miss you too all. Don’t be wroth again,” said me
by huging Alex and Gita tightly.
“Please don’t be like
that again, I’m confused what should I do. I miss you all, don’t go again, I need
you all.”
Then
we were joking together like usual and Alex invited Indah to tell some stories
with us. Indah and Alex was harmonious, they have anything more than me and
Gita. There was no one knew my feeling to Alex and let it be my experience.
Apparently, love our best friend was so painful but not all so painful.
Sometime it was enjoyable when your bestfriend with you although he never knew
about this feeling, but kidding and joking it’s enough for me although he
wasn’t mine. Gita and I loved Alex but Alex loved Indah and Indah loved Alex
too. Square love.